Narcissist RegretWatching my breath as it clouds up the airNarcissist Regret by foundinthought
The room gone cold as you keep avoiding my stare
You know you're wrong but there's too much pride
You'd sooner die than admit how much you've lied
You're blind to the light and deaf to my pleas
Still unaware of the end you're racing to seize
The edge is approaching but you never slow
Where the hell else did you think this could go?
Even after all this, I hold you as the last word falls
One last embrace as you're tearing down the walls
You've made up your mind and you've pushed on ahead
You'll never know the words I'll always leave unsaid
This broken home lives on in this broken man
You tore out his heart before you turned and ran
A life worth living and a love worth so much more
A choice you now regret, a memory from before
The LineWhere do you draw the line?The Line by foundinthought
How far does it go?
Is it written in the sand?
Or written in stone?
Is it a line of words?
Is is straight and true?
What does it mean?
Does it define you?
Is it drawn in blood?
Is it your solemn vow?
Do you swear by it?
Would you stand by it now?
Is it a wall you built?
Or is it just pride?
How long will it last?
How many times have you lied?
Is it already gone?
Is it still whole?
How fragile is it?
Was it worth your soul?
You and MeIt’s been nine monthsYou and Me by foundinthought
Almost to the day
I still have no idea
Why you ran so far away
How did it get so bad?
Where did the love go?
What the hell happened?
I really don’t know
Even this dull ache
A scar from the past
I can’t help but question
Why we didn’t last
I thought you were happy
I thought we had a life
I was totally devoted
I wanted to call you my wife
I still feel that hole
I can’t believe it’s true
I guess in reality
True love really takes two
So now I’m alone
Trying to find my place
No will to overcome
No dreams left to chase
I want to break these chains
I wish I could live free
But I wish more you were here
A world with just you and me
When The Mood Swings (Bipolar)Listen to the altering of the tuneWhen The Mood Swings (Bipolar) by foundinthought
The way the bird changes its song
The mood swings and the tone shifts
To something else for you to sing along
Living life day in and day out
Governed by chemical swings in your mind
You wake up in a certain mood
And let that dictate the happiness you find
You don’t really have control
And, truth be told, you want it that way
You cast yourself to the wind
And think that it won’t lead you astray
Sometimes, the mood will swing again
You will look at it and call it progress
You will find a moment of happiness
Thinking it is a sign you shouldn’t regress
Do you ever sit there and think
Look back and wonder at the now
Your life and your choices accounted
I did this to myself, why and how?
You see all the choices made
How they were tainted by lies
Lies that you told yourself
Beliefs that clouded your eyes
Years later, maybe you regret
The sadness that you run to hold
Choices that could have changed
Outcomes and futures less cold